i hate liars. i'm a liar. though i feel like a dirty diaper after i lie.
i hate promise breakers. i'm a promise breaker. though i don't do promises that i'm not sure i can keep.
i hate lazy people. i'm a lazy person. though i feel a void in my stomach every time i go to sleep...maybe it's the void that should be filled with all the things i should have done that day.
i hate all this bad things that rust one's personality. this things make us unique, right? yea, everyone is unique because of all this wicked things that ruin our perfection. but we're all beautiful. a perfect thing is not necessarily beautiful. i'm glad i'm not perfect :)
all people wear masks.
like kiritani shuji in 'nobuta wo produce' (yea, i'm a j-drama lover ^^) said: life is a game
i agree with him. life is a game where you have to wear masks. if you take your mask off in front of the wrong person, you loose the game.
i have a mask too.
though my mask has many cracks. and because of that i'm not a very social person...people usually don't like cracked masks...that's why i'm actually antisocial and i have only a few friends. but i'm glad i'm like this. this few friends like me the way i am and i can take off my mask only in front of them. this few friends are true friends. i love them with their perfect masks, even if they think their maskes are cracked too :P.
(why is this post called 'bad day"?)
it's nor really a bad day...it's because my teachers of math and physics want me to study this summer and to have an exam to define my school situation, because i was lazy and i didn't study this school year.
me studying is like a cat swimming in a sea of dog spit.
but i'll survive. i'm a very optimistic person. even if i make mistakes, i don't regret them because you can't go back in time and besides,you can learn from your mistakes :). just be frank and admit them with a smile on your face.
he he...my aberations are enough for today (' . ')
*** see you, snowflakes ***